So I've been gone for a long time, I just came back because I wanted to delete everything. I knew I hadn't been here in so long, and I wanted to remove my abandoned words.
In returning, reading what I had written, I suddenly became attached to them again. Words I wove in honesty. I decided I'd leave them for now. I don't know if I will continue to add to them after this. But there is catharsis in writing for me, even if I'm fickle about it.
It seems reasonable, should anyone read my musings, they might wonder what has occurred in my life over the last year. I have been peaceful. My work satisfies me. I've been healthy enough, although not as much as I would like to have been. My primary partner, Jute, and I are well. Lane, the new girl I once wrote about is still a part of our life. She is his partner, my friend, our roommate. Raven, my once long distance 'FWB' is still long distance, and still a friend although we've lost touch with each other's lives. Recently he and his girlfriend Kit reached out to me during a difficult time and I comforted them. Perhaps we will reawaken our friendships.
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